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| Deep from my heart I"m pretty sure that this is true. How I feel and think about you is never a lie. I feel the warmth and tender care from you. I didn't think, but I know so much about you. It felt like I known you for years and how I knew if you're sad or mad. Everything I do, I do it for you. I want you to be happy with me, with us. I want to be that person who will take the bullet for you and eat up all the pain that you have. I want you to be stress-free that's why I'm here. As your boyfriend, best friend, and sidekick I want to be part of your life and mine. Share it together and be happy or sad as one. Your not alone, I'm here to take away that empty space and fill it with love and care. I want to be your everything.
Yours Truly,
Mr. Genius 
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| I don't know what to say any more. But I still think nothing can break us through. Don't give up on us...
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| I just can't believe that she would just let it go just like that. What we had was really special for the both of us. It's too late for me to save her, but I know I can. She doesn't realize that. I know she's fallen deep for me and I do too. This isn't easy for me to let go and she can't either. Why does it have to be like this? I don't want to think of nothing, but thinking of her. I don't want to pretend nothing had happen because it did happen. I can make her happy, I can show you that I'm not the same as every other guys she thinks. I show more affection for her just because she is my everything. She my friend, my heart, my soul. She have doubts of us because it seems like no one can help her, but I know I can. She doesn't let me in her heart in order to do so. Take a risk and take that chance that it can happen I just know it. There's no place like home when you're not around. You made me happy in every way possible. I make you smile when I give you a hug and when I do, I don;t want to let you go. I can see in your eyes that one kiss away will make you believe this is real and this is reality that I am here for you. I'm that person who show you what's right and wrong. I'm that special someone you once said to me. You changed my life knowing that there is hope and something to live for. The way how you say you miss me and ask me if I was okay. I'm always okay because I know that I have you in life. You brighten up my day leaving smile and joy when I see you. Every morning I think of you and at night when I hug my pillows, I wanted to be hugging you. You was there when I open my eyes every morning knowing that there is someone here caring for me. I loved that feeling and I don't want to lose it. When the rain falls I know you don't want to be alone. Even when I came up there to see you, why it always happen that the rain ALWAYS stop for me to see you.? I'm here to change what you are because I've changed for the better person, but now I guess it was all karma from the start. I never had feelings for all them girls I've been with. Now I know how it feels from every tear drop and heart broken that hurted me 1000 times more then I did to them. I feel all the pain and sorrow I left them with unanswered questions why I left. Now it turned back on me and I feel stupid. I never wanted karma to happen because I thought if I changed to be good, it won't turn back around. All the flash backs with us won't leave me alone. I tried my everything, but it doesn't change a thing to you. I knew you had lots of friends, but I didn't care or to believe it would really happen. Everything you said was just a lie I guess. On the go just because you're bored out of your mind. People you meet I just don't want to believe and things that happened to you...? It's never too late for me to save you because I still have the heart to care. All the things you said to me the other night I don;t want to believe it, but I guess this is reality. Things are just too good to be true. Everything that I believed you said to me I trusted you. And it will be the same thing that you're still a good person to me. I just take all the bad thoughts and words you said to me and pretended you never said that. I just say you have your reasons, but I know you still miss me and the things we did together. I know you still have a part of me in your heart knowing that "I" believe in this relationship from the start i asked you out. I still believe in us and nothing can change that. I don't want to do it, but I'm back to my other half not caring anymore. The shit I do will always remain the same and I guess it was a reason why I am that person now. Not to care in order to get hurt and having fun not giving a fuck of who think of me. I do regret it for all the bad things I did back then... I never knew how they felt until now. I feel the same way like them girls. The feelings you have for me where it just left and never turn back thinking what had happened. All the things you said was never true and it hurted me. I got played. Whatever happen happens. The things we did together was my first trying and I liked it. What if I gone all out and crazy huh? I knew it was something wrong. I promise myself you will be my last and it will. I will never have the same feelings towards any other girls besides you. I will wait until my last breathe for you to come back to me and I know one day you will change for the better babe just for the better person. I know which it will never happen that you will won't come back, but I'm still trying and wait for you. All these things is between me and you and I will keep all the good thoughts with me. I will leave all the bad thoughts behind like it never happened  Just for you, you are a good person to me no matter what you do. I will still wait and I don't care if you don't. I wait until you're a better person and that would make me happy.
This I got from somebody and I thought it was really good so I would like to share it.
"It's so odd that you spend so much time and effort investing your heart and soul into a relationship with someone, expecting the relationship to last forever, only to have it spit back into your face when it falls apart. So the question is, is there a time when you just know that a good relationship is truly a good one so you hold nothing back, and weather out any storms together? And is there a time when you know that the relationship is not going anywhere, that you don't have a future together so you only put in 50% of the effort? How do you know when to give it your all and when to not? Is that even a healthy way to go about relationships? Or is it better to just whole-heartedly give it a try, whether it works out or not, at least, in the end you know that you took a risk; you gave yourself and the other person a chance to find out; and you've tried your best?"
I think that this is really good question to everybody relationship haha. To the person had wrote this, this is the best question I've ever read. PS This is not early for us and "I Love You."
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| Judgement Day,
Time is hard and things are never going to get better. Everything starts to fall down on me and maybe just maybe, I have this bad luck all year round that will never change at all. Sometime I used to think this isn't my life time. I tried to do it, but i end up waking up in the hospital alive. Why can't god take me away from this miserable life? Why am I still here sitting on my glass window where this life take me? There was her who got me thinking that there was something in life to live for and answers to fulfill. But it all came back to root 1 where I'm always alone. There's no doubt about it that people is never perfect and they always make mistakes. The times I said that I care, I really do mean it.. But I didn't think of what I said because isn't it our business? But I didn't think it meant a lot to you as it did to me. I'm sorry what I said and it was a honest mistakes not intensionally. Why do I still bother anymore..? I tell you why. Because what I said before I do mean about this relationship about us, about me and you, about me caring how you feels and think. I thought it was something that was right or not important, but it was to you and I'm sorry. It was you who made me smile again and there could be hope. I just don't want this to ever happen again. If i could i would change back in time and change what i said, but I'm not Mr. perfect. I learn from my mistakes and there won't be a single problem like this happen ever! I lost your trust I lost your care, but I'm still here waiting for that second chance to fly by because it's my fault. I want that trust back and the caring that I always gives. The best thing that ever happen to me is you and I can't let that slip away from my hands. Baby I miss you from the bottom of my heart and there wouldn't be a soul that could take my love away from you. Its so funny how this Monday coming up is our anniversary, but.... it ended before it happen...  | | |
| Day 4
Just came back seeing my lawyer and it was... Sometimes they just take your money and wait doing nothing! Don't know what I'm going to do now. But I have her by my side through thick and thin no matter what happens. I miss her for being everything a guy can ask for. I will never regret a thing being with her, she's the best. Maybe there is hope for me after all.
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